Welcome to Alyssa's blog ...

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My name is Moira, and I hope to share with you what my daughter's life has been like so far ... so you can all truly understand and appreciate the gift of pain, which we take very much for granted! Alyssa does not feel "peripheral" pain, which means she does not feel pain anywhere other than internally. This has led to many unintentional injuries and self-mutilation. My aim is to not only find others like Alyssa, and help those who may be going through what we are, as well as raising awareness about this condition, and how feeling pain is actually a GOOD thing! I am thankfully now part of a support group run on FB which is an amazing group of people, who all have varying types of experience with pain insensitivity. I can be contacted directly via understandingalyssa@hotmail.co.uk

Self-injuries to date:

The following will give you some idea of what Alyssa has already done to herself ... so far!

* Knocked a few of her own teeth out while "teething" and caused huge ulcerated sores in her mouth, from "rubbing" her teeth on her tongue and inner cheeks

* Bitten straight through her lower lip - didn't even flinch!

* Chewed the end of her tongue off, resulting in emergency repair and incisor removal. After having the tip of her tongue repaired, she then began chewing the side of her tongue as soon as her molars erupted

* Chewed a finger almost down to the bone

* Torn entire patches of skin off, and is scarred fairly extensively as a result! :-(

* Broken both feet - and I had to argue with doctors for almost 10 weeks with one of them, because they didn't believe it was broken! Even a lot of doctors haven't heard of Pain Insensitivity!

* Broken her left leg, just under the knee, and walked about on it quite happily for at least a couple of days. We'll never know how she broke it. Any time she says "my --- is moving, all by itself," we get x-rays done!

* She had to have all of her baby teeth removed, as and when they came in, due to all the biting injuries.
She is still dealing with the after-effects of that, as a teen.

* Required spinal surgery to correct a vertebral slippage issue, which she was completely unaware of. The op itself was pretty straightforward. The post-op period was lengthy, and anything but fun.

* Developed septicaemia from one of her many episodes of cellulitis because nobody realised it hadn't gone away, and was just grumbling away as an abscess in her elbow. When she collapsed, it was scary!

* Managed to dislocate her left hip, falling from her trike .... but it took us 4 months to realise, because she didn't feel it!

* Had corrective surgery performed on both hips. Unfortunate complications ensued, which eventually caused the entire removal of her Right hip, and part of her femur.

Sunday, 13 December 2009

Since I last posted ...

Alyssa developed a rash which quickly spread from her face and neck, bottom and legs to her arms and started showing on her chest. Now she was brewing something before we started the antibiotics - she'd been fighting a low-grade fever and cough/cold for about 3 weeks prior to this - but the rash didn't show until she started the antibiotics. And I then remembered that last time she had one of these antibiotics in particular, she also developed a rash - though less severe a rash as this episode. Again, was not convinced it was the antibiotics because she has had this one many times before and been absolutely fine ... but the spots on her face, neck and legs this time were really fiery - as were all her "regular" wounds! Which concerned me. Usually once she's on antibiotics, her other wounds which are just permanently there (because she always tears at them) start looking better because the bugs she's just used to having, also get killed off by the antibiotics.

However; I also knew that the abscess (the reason she was ON the antibiotics in the first place) was already a bit smaller than when she started the antibiotics, so I was in a bit of a quandry. I phoned Alyssa's paediatrician and we debated the options. She was also surprised - and probably a bit skeptical - that Alyssa should be reacting to the antibiotics after having them so many times previously without any problems, but we decided that with Alyssa having reacted so badly to the carbamazepine last christmas (and tearing/burning her entire chest/throat and neck skin off) that we should probably try to change them just to be on the safe side. She phoned the lab to check the results of the cultures, and Alyssa was definitely on the correct antibiotics for the bugs in her wounds but they felt that if she was showing a reaction, she should be changed to another one. This one was not easy to source but they managed to find me some at another hospital and arranged for them to be delivered to mine that afternoon.

Alyssa had a higher fever by this point (still not horrendous, but clearly unwell) and we collected the new antibiotics Thursday evening. She was started on them immediately and is still on them. They do not taste very nice (even worse than the previous ones) and she was gagging on them to start with, but at least not actually vomiting like she did when she was little - she vomited VERY easily then! So she's actually looking forward to them at the moment ... because she's getting chocolate buttons straight afterwards, to take the awful taste away! ;-)

The abscess is still there but is definitely shrinking, and is now starting to crust over which I am very relieved about! Her other wounds are now starting to look better and are also crusting over too, so perhaps - just to be nice to us for once - these will also be left alone to heal over! I am not particularly expecting of that last sentence ... but it would be nice. Her nose wound is still being attacked daily so I have no expectations whatsoever that that will be healing any time soon. She is still unwell, but better than earlier this week and the rash is disappearing. Still not sure if it was the antibiotics or something viral, but at least the abscess is looking better.

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