Welcome to Alyssa's blog ...

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My name is Moira, and I hope to share with you what my daughter's life has been like so far ... so you can all truly understand and appreciate the gift of pain, which we take very much for granted! Alyssa does not feel "peripheral" pain, which means she does not feel pain anywhere other than internally. This has led to many unintentional injuries and self-mutilation. My aim is to not only find others like Alyssa, and help those who may be going through what we are, as well as raising awareness about this condition, and how feeling pain is actually a GOOD thing! I am thankfully now part of a support group run on FB which is an amazing group of people, who all have varying types of experience with pain insensitivity. I can be contacted directly via understandingalyssa@hotmail.co.uk

Self-injuries to date:

The following will give you some idea of what Alyssa has already done to herself ... so far!

* Knocked a few of her own teeth out while "teething" and caused huge ulcerated sores in her mouth, from "rubbing" her teeth on her tongue and inner cheeks

* Bitten straight through her lower lip - didn't even flinch!

* Chewed the end of her tongue off, resulting in emergency repair and incisor removal. After having the tip of her tongue repaired, she then began chewing the side of her tongue as soon as her molars erupted

* Chewed a finger almost down to the bone

* Torn entire patches of skin off, and is scarred fairly extensively as a result! :-(

* Broken both feet - and I had to argue with doctors for almost 10 weeks with one of them, because they didn't believe it was broken! Even a lot of doctors haven't heard of Pain Insensitivity!

* Broken her left leg, just under the knee, and walked about on it quite happily for at least a couple of days. We'll never know how she broke it. Any time she says "my --- is moving, all by itself," we get x-rays done!

* She had to have all of her baby teeth removed, as and when they came in, due to all the biting injuries.
She is still dealing with the after-effects of that, as a teen.

* Required spinal surgery to correct a vertebral slippage issue, which she was completely unaware of. The op itself was pretty straightforward. The post-op period was lengthy, and anything but fun.

* Developed septicaemia from one of her many episodes of cellulitis because nobody realised it hadn't gone away, and was just grumbling away as an abscess in her elbow. When she collapsed, it was scary!

* Managed to dislocate her left hip, falling from her trike .... but it took us 4 months to realise, because she didn't feel it!

* Had corrective surgery performed on both hips. Unfortunate complications ensued, which eventually caused the entire removal of her Right hip, and part of her femur.

Wednesday, 8 July 2009

Update since starting the new drug ...

Well, we're now onto almost a week on the new drug and - as of Monday - the "old" behaviour started again ... with her having meltdowns almost constantly, crying on and off all day and complaining about generally everything. Wasn't sure if she was just having an "off" day or if that was her starting to adjust to the drug and it was no longer having the same effect. However, she has had a low-grade fever since returning from her dad's yesterday so am hopeful that it is simply that she has been brewing something which is causing the return of the meltdowns and misery.

I did notice that she was quite pale on Saturday - most noticeably, her lips - but the inside of her mouth was still quite pink then. On Sunday, the inside of her mouth was also pretty pale although she had coloured lips if she sat down for a length of time, the pallor was more noticeable if she was wandering about and playing. Phoned and left a message for the anaesthetist, just to let him know because he wasn't sure how this drug was going to affect her. He wasn't really expecting any side effects ... but there's no-one to compare her to, and it's a new treatment so he wants to be very careful. He returned my call yesterday to say that both he and the neuro would like to see her tomorrow (thurs) at the pain clinic. The neuro would like a baseline with which to compare any future recordings/test results to ... particularly as this drug can cause peripheral neuropathy - which is pretty ironic, considering it is some kind of neuropathy she has, we just haven't worked out which type yet.

She has no other symptoms than the pallor so I'm not really concerned about it, but wanted to make sure it was noted in case it leads to something else which is currently undetectable. I did read that this drug can cause neutropenia (low white blood cell count) so I'd like to make sure we've got all avenues covered. So seeing them both tomorrow again for a review.

Also finally seeing the Occupational Therapist (OT) for an initial assessment of Alyssa's many sensory issues - been on the waiting list since December ... so not exactly been quick. She has decided to pop in and observe Alyssa whilst in her physio class tomorrow morning ... and then come out to the house to see her. Will be interesting to see what she thinks after that then, as Alyssa pretty much screams from the second physio starts until the exercises are finished ... then wanders about quite happily waiting for the "fruit" snack to be served! She absolutely hates this physio class, and hates almost all of the exercises - compared to the initial class where she was starting to do most things herself by then anyway. This session is harder work for her and she is not impressed.

Ok, rambled on long enough ... will update again once seen the anaesthetist and neuro tomorrow, and the opinion of the OT on what Alyssa's issues are, and what we can do to help her.

Note to self really: Noticing more and more that Alyssa is over-reacting to temperatures now - both cold AND hot now. Things that are "warm" to everyone else are HOT to Alyssa ... and she is now almost as distressed with touching those things as she is with having to touch anything cold. Now obviously I am pleased she can sense temperature - because she is not likely to scald or burn herself etc - but it's really life-limiting when you can't handle anything that is not a perfectly lukewarm temperature!!!


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